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Friday, October 05, 2007

anyways,
enough of my thoughts.
i finally started something for my road to slimming down!
been walking up the stairs everyday.
its tiring for me cause its been a long time since i excercised!
but its good for me i feel.
think i will just continue everyday from now on.
hehe.

what others should i dO?

shufen asked me to go swimming.
actually i do like swimming larhs.
its just that i dont like the chlorine that damages my hair.
maybe once in a while lahs.
if not i would like to go regularly.
once in a while join lydia and shufen swimming?
maybe bahs.
let's see.

maybe i should go gym at baywater right?
since its so near my place.
and can still play with licia and baby kieren.
hmm, shall try out one day?
havent been there yet..

tennis is fun.
been to baywater twice to play tennis.
quite good lehhs.
enjoyed most of the times.
its just that its not as fast fat burning as other sports
and,
i need to find someone else to go with.
if kena pangseh-ed,
then cant go lerhs.

so.. what are the choices left?
none yet i guess.
hehes.
i shall stick to the walking up of stairs first. =D
others shall wait.



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im getting a little pissed off by you.
you always speak negative things into my life.
at first i thought that you were just saying,
not really meaning anything.
but now, i feel that its becoming really irritating.
especially when you bring me down in front of others.
and i have to bear them.
you just shoot off your mouth like nothing's wrong.
but do you know that actually i have a choice to rebut?
i can always say that i dont like you either.
because you are always so negative and im tired
tired of giving wasted encouragements.
sometimes, i feel better without you.
should i?

now i understand why our tongue is the hardest to tame...



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Sunday, September 23, 2007

wells,
promos starts tomorrow
though a short span of 4 days,
it determines whether will i take one year longer than others.
Definitely,
my wish would be to pass and be promoted.
It's just that I cant concentrate well today.
so I ended up blogging.

Went for Saturday service.
I felt extremely happy being back in the house of God once again.
Pastor preached on tithing.
It simply brought me back to the basics.
Though it has been repeated in my head many times,
Yesterday's message left the most impression in me.
It's preparing me for November's building fund.
And I'm anticipating!
Somehow, even as i'm typing.
I'm getting real excited! =D
The blessing from my mother was just a pre-empt! (tell you more soon!)

Fellowship with lun, kendrick, yi rong, brian and gregory.
Kena bullied by the guys larhhs!
Named "ah-ma" by them.
Actually, the fact is
I'm a girl too.
A teen.
Seems like being made a old woman!
hahas.
But I didnt get angry larhhs.
I have high tolerance level okayys?
LOL.
Did some personality tests and chit-chatted.
Wells.
It's kinda fun at times to do such tests.
maybe i shall post them up after promos.
=D

After we left Long John,
lun and gregory parted us.
then the four of us went to tm's arcade.
we played the "puck" game.
Yirong and I team, Ken and Brain teamed.
first round 10-11 lost.
but, second round 7-5 won! =D
Missed the times when taariq, su lin and I "mug" at pasir ris
with arcade breaks in between last year.
It was so enjoyable!
Spend loads on arcade then.
heh.

Ken's mum came.
So left Yirong, brian and I.
Since we didnt want to go home,
we went to med mac for a drink and TALK.
until i was just on time to catch the last bus!
I believe the time was worth.
Fellowshipping is always Great! =D

I have a sudden love for SUNFLOWERS!
After promos,
I'm gonna get a sunflower blogskiN! =D







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Sunday, September 09, 2007

Today was fantabulous! (wells, i dunno how to spell)
Nick Vujicic shared his personal testimony.

( You can go to: www.lifewithoutlimbs.org to see!)
He was born without limbs! Neither arms or legs.
Can you imagine yourself without limbs?
He has a little "chicken wing" feet that helps him in his daily life.
Though without limbs,
he still can go fishing, swim, play soccer and even chase his wheelchair on the grass!
Sucha positive and intelligent man!
Despite his disability, he has a double degree!
He shared that he is able to achieve all these because of the Love of God.

He shared about his life and one thing struck me most was about his school life.
He said that when he first started out,
his school mates liked to tease him
and there was one day when 12 teenagers like surrounded him and teased him
He wanted to give up going school.
He told himself that if there was another person who teased him, he will leave school.
However, the 13th person was a girl who said to him "You look nice today!"
At that moment,
he felt loved,
he told himself that he was not going to give up with life.


He said " Never give up on Him,
as much as He never gave up on us."

It spoke through my heart...
I've been rather depressed &
I'm on the verge of giving up my promos.
I feel so tired and stressed out.
However, i spoke to Rolland last night and he encouraged me not to.
I didnt know why i would share but yeah, i did.
Knowing that he was having hard times studying for his prelims too,
I felt that i wasn't alone.
Now, i understood its meaning.. (thanks to Nick!)
Cause,


"He lets us go through so much,
so that we are able to relate to others going thru in years to come."

Rolland was like the person relating to me what he's going through.
And through him, i was encouraged to move on.
I was blinded by fears and now, it's clear!
He can make the impossible become possible!
2 Weeks, 14days, lots of work to cover.


"It's not about what I can do,
but it's Him doing it together with me!"
But I'm gonna overcome this!
Thank You Nick and Rolland! =D
"Daddy, you are always right on time!
Thank You for sending this message to me through people around me!"



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和坚文拍的自拍照片!=)




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Saturday, September 08, 2007

特别的雨

今天凌晨三点钟起来时,
发现外面下着倾盆大雨。
突然想到。。
其实对每个人代表着不同的心情
可以是好,也可以是坏。
好呢。。
它让我们能够睡得舒舒服服,有时太舒服到想赖床。
对吗?(我是这样的!哈哈)
坏呢。。
如果下雨又没有带雨伞,需要冒着雨走,
手上的东西被淋湿,自己被雨淋了,还会感冒。
所以,
每一场的雨,在我们生活中,有特别的意思。
你呢?
雨对你来说,是好还是坏?









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Friday, September 07, 2007

今天的心情很低落,
又加上身体感到痛!
真的没有心情读书。。。

我很想把身体的痛传到墙壁上!



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假期这一个礼拜,
唯一做的是读书,读书,读书!
心里感到压抑,难过,
没能够把需要读的读完。
我好想好想把自己封闭,
就像脱离这个世界,
让我能够专心读书。
因为我时时刻刻会分心,
想很多东西。
我真的不想这样!!!!!!

因为花了两天的时间在表哥住的公寓读书,
我与自己的外甥女接触了,
真的令我开心。
他们真的是孩子。
女的两岁半,男的十个月大。
女的还需要人在一旁喂食物才肯吃,
另一个趴在地上,
想要被人抱起来,学走路。
很喜欢他们。。。

阿ken 说得对。
其实我是难过的。
虽然口头上说“get over”了,
但心里还是念念不忘。
他在我的心目中是无法取代的。
可能是因为。。
他是唯一花时间陪我讲电话,
与我讨论,与我分享自己过的那一天。
他也是陪伴着我伤心的时候,
鼓励着我,要往前走。
但,我还是祝福你吧。

剩下要温习的还是很多很多!
希望在这三天里能够读完那些比较重要的。
我不想不想留班!!!!




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Sunday, August 12, 2007


Went back with james frm airport cuz we need to prepare for bbg dinner later.
Then we saw this scene on 27 where this guy was leaning on the shoulders of another guy.
It reminded of james' bad experience on the bus.
The gurl nt only leaned on his shoulders, but also left traces of saliva while having dreams!
LOL.
When james was sharing, i couldnt stop laughing man.
Cuz its really funny esp with james' facial expression.
Hmm..
Did something like that happen to you too?
I havent met smthing like that mann.

Oh wells, just reached hm.
Gonna finish up some work b4 getting ready for the dinner! :-D
Excited!




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Wednesday, August 08, 2007


First item of today's outing! FOOD! Hahax. Audrey, eunice, fiona and i are at orchard, taka right nw. Its our 2nd day out together! :-D



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Thursday, August 02, 2007


Im at lt4 nw.
Having some chinese talk.
Here's a pic of the situation..
Im bored here cuz i cnt talk!
They're talking about public blogging and journalism.

Got bs at riverwalk later!
Looking forward to it! :D 





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Thursday, July 26, 2007


My new pair of shoe.
Bought it at quite a bargain. 35 bucks.

Quite upset nw cause..
I took the wrong train twice in one trip!
Frm clarke quay, i wanted to switch train at outram but i took to douby ghaut!
Then, when i reached outram, i took the wrong train to commonwealth!
What's wrong mann! :'(
Nw finally reach raffles...
Gonna take hm frm eunos man!
Im tireddd...




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Wednesday, July 18, 2007






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